Finally Happines

Hazel and Agustus read a book called An Imperial Affliction and she has always wanted to contact he author to know more about what happens in the end, but she never could. Agustus  reaches his assistant and then Pete Van Hauten (author) which causes Hazel to start falling deeply in love with Agustus. The more they talk the more feelings they have for each other, and start having inside jokes or things like Ok? Ok. Peter Van Hauten invites them to Amsterdam and at the beginning they thought it wouldn't be possible because of Hazel's cancer but then they find a way to make it happen.

This is what I read that Hazel  and Agustus were going to Amsterdam

"I'm a grenade" I said again. "I just want to stay away from people" (Green 99)

 Hazel says she is a grenade saying that she will explode and destroy everything around her. What she is trying to say is that when she dies everyone around her will be destroyed.  This is why she says she wants to stay away from people, because she doesn't want to hurt anyone. I admire her because this shows she is completely selfless and she thinks about others before herself.

 "  It occurred to me that the reason my parents had no money was me. I'd sapped the 

family savings with Phalanxifor copays, and Mom couldn't work because she had taken on the full-time profession of Hovering Over Me." (Green 79)

Hazel is feeling a lot of guilt because her parents don't have so much money and she thinks it is her fault. This shows the reader how her sickness is getting to her head and making her feel bad. I can see she is entering a phase in her life where she is blaming herself fr everything bad going on.  I think this is very bad for her because she is feeling bad for something that is not her fault or her choice. This will either make hazel stronger or destroy her.

This chapters were way better than the last  ones because much more interesting things happened. Agustus and Hazel are going to Amsterdam and I infer many things will happen between them.   There were already feeling between them but in these chapters the real thing started. I am looking forward to reading what will happen next in their relationship and hoping something big happens. I think the next chapters will be better because now I am sure they will end up together.

The Fault in our Stars

In this blog I will talk about the book TheFault in Our Stars by John Green.

Hazel Grace  is a 17 year old girl who has lung cancer and she is know starting to have depressions because of her sickness. She feels like she can't live a teenage normal life, so her mom decides to enroll her in a support group for people with cancer. She goes to the support group and everyone shares their experiences about cancer and she meets Agustus Waters, who no longer has cancer but lost a leg because of it. Hazel also meets Isaac who has cancer in his eyes and will soon become completely blind, but he is happy because he loves his girlfriend Monica and says they will be together forever. Agustus and Hazel start hanging out and they are falling in love with each other. Isaac is broken hearted because his girlfriend broke up with him just because he was now completely blind, but Hazel and Agustus are helping him to feel better and get over it.

When I read Agustus and Hazel are hanging out with eachother this is what I thought.

"I went to Support Group for the same reason that I'd once allowed nurses with a mere eighteen months of graduate education to poison me with exotically named chemicals: I wanted to make my parents happy. " (Green 7)

This quote shows that Hazel has a huge heart and is not selfish at all. Even if she doesn't want to go to the support group she goes because that is what will make her parents happy. She is always looking out for them and that shows what a selfless person she is. Even if what they want sometimes makes the little time she has alive less awesome, she still does it for them.

"Everyone was so kind. Strong, too. In the darkest days, the Lord puts the best people into your life." ( Green 28)

This is Agustus' dad's quote of encouragement when his son had cancer. I think this shows that they are all very religious people and they think thanks to God Agustus has no longer cancer. I think this shows that Agustus' family is so thankful that he is still alive and they always remind him that. You can also see they have very clear who are the best people in their lives.

I found this first four chapters very interesting and entertaining. I feel like this story is so real and I can't stop reading it. I predict they will end up together and they  will be happy and Hazel's cancer will get cured. I really want to keep reading this book because i know it will get more interesting. I am looking forward to the next chapters hoping Hazel and Agustus' relationship is definitive.

A boy who might just killed me...

As it turned out to be the Twitter twins weren't Suttons killers... They put a huge prank on Emma and there is when she realized they had nothing to do with Sutton's death. Later on Emma and Ethan finally said what they felt for eachother and they were finally together. Thayer camed back... and Sutton was sure he was her killer, she wanted to warn Emma about him but she couldn't, she just hoped nothing would happen to her.

“She could handle just one twitter twin. Right ? Wrong, I thought. Emma was going into the dessert at night with one of my killers, and I had no idea if she’d be coming out again.” (260)

As you see Sutton is narrating the story and she is worried that one of the Twitter twins would kill her sister. She is positive the Twitter twins killed her but I don’t think they did.

“A boy I might have once loved. A boy I was now almost certain I couldn’t trust. A boy who might have killed me.” (308)

Sutton as the narrator is almost sure Thayer her “secret boyfriend” might have killed her. She wanted to worn Emma but she just couldn’t…

I always had a thought that the Twitter twins weren't Suttons killers. But I never thought Thayer could be. I really recommend this book to people who like suspense. This was a great book and I never imagined Thayer could be Sutton's killer. So now is your turn to read and enjoy it.

Almost there

On the last chapters Emma thought it was time to get Sutton's car so she saked Layrel to take her but she couln't. The Twitter twins appeard there aand they offered to take Emma to get her car but Emma was freaking out the entire way. When they arrived Emma wnt to ask for her car but they told her that she had already went and took the car out, so she imagined that it was Sutton and that he Twitter twins took Sutton there too. She was freaking out but she went with it later on was Homecoming dance and she had no date so she went alone with the purpose of checking on the Twitter twins.

"Emma's fingers started to fly, too, calling up their private accounts. But only an error message appeared. This page does not exist." (229)

Emma found that the Twitter twins had other Twitter accounts and they only used that one to talk or "tweet" each other. This was one of the only ways Emma could be aware of the things they were planning. But suddenly when they were all on charlotte's house she tried their usernames and it said that the page does no longer exist, Emma was freaked and she didn't know what to do. 

"Emma looked into Madeline's bright blue eyes, touched. Sutton's friends might not be perfect, but they were loyal." (236)

Emma has finally bound with Sutton's friends and she is noticing that they really are real friends, they keep each other's back and they are always there for each other. Nobody is perfect but is difficult to find a loyal friend, only us lucky ones have been able to find that special friend. 

I can't wait to finish the book and see who is Sutton's killer. I don't think the twins are the killers because they would have said something before and they haven't said something that big. Emma found great friends but I don't know how are they going to act when Emma tell them that she is not Sutton and she is her twin sister. I can't wait to finish the book.

The truth is out

Emma was a good student so she started getting good grades and Sutton's parents where impressed their "daughter" finally got good grades. Because of this good grades they decided to let Emma go to Homecoming and after to their camping thing. Tehy also told the real story about what had happpened at the train trails that night and it came out to be that Gabby had a seizure because of how scared she was. Sutton threat Lily and she told her that if she ever said one word about what really happened that noght she will end with her and her sister and they will be high school freaks and no one would ever like them again. Later some of the things made sense when that night Sutton recieved a message from Lily saying that if something happened to her sister she will kill her.

"Emma tried to laugh along, too, but Lili's words changed in her mind. You're so good at this. Keep up the good work. She was almost positive Lili's voice had a sinister edge, an unspoken subtext: Keep with the good work... of being Sutton." (142)

Emma has some serious thoughts on Gaby and Lili being Sutton's murderers. Everytime they talk to Emma she gets a weird feeling and they throw weird things at her like " we know you aren't Sutton" or at least that's what Emma thinks.

"Cars swish by us on the highway. Some slow down and gawk, curious about the ambulance lights and the girls lying in the underpass, but no one stops. Tears stream down Lili's face. She spins toward me, her eyes on fire. "I can't believe you did this to her!" "I didn't do anything!" I scream through a clenched jaw." (184)

Sutton was very worried in this moment because Gabby was having a Seizure because of the big scare they just had and it was Sutton's fault. In that moment she didn't know what to think or how to act.

I think that Sutton had al the right to be as scared as she was because in reality all this was her fault wasn't it? I also think that Lili didn't do anything to Sutton because she said that she will if something happened to her sister but nothing really happened so I think she didn't kill her. Gabby and Lili are really weird and like mean but no one really takes them serious and maybe that's why they hated Sutton because everyone liked her. I don't think that Lili and Gabby really know Emma is in Sutton's place right now, maybe she thinks that because she is really paranoid, 

Truth, truth, truth

Emma thought on a great idea, why not steal something so she could get caught and go to the police stattion and take a look at her police reports to see what exactly Sutton has done over the years. Emma found that Sutton did something really bad that the "Twitter twins" didn't like so they had this "thing" on Sutton and Emma though they could be the murderers. Later on Emma start discarding possible murders starting by her best friends and later realizing that neither did her sister. Every time she gets closser to finding Sutton's murderer by realizing a lot of people were together that night, she just needs to take a closser look to everything.

"Laurel was so close Emma could smell her lemony shampoo. Her shoulders were square and strong. Her broad hands curled at her sides. All at once Emma was transported back to the awful night in Charlotte's house when someone had grabbed her from behind and nearly killed her."(99)

One night Emma thought that Sutton's murderer had tried to kill her and she freaked out. Later on when she was close to Laurel she felt the same as that night amd for a moment she thought Laurel was Sutton's murderer. Later on she realized that Laurel was at Nisha's house the night Sutton died.

"A final team shot was pinned in the corner of the bulletin board, overlapping other photos as if it had been hastily stuck there."

When Emma saw this picture she realized that none of her big suspects were Sutton's killer. She kind of felt relieve when she saw that Laurel was in that picture. But the big question stepped in, who was Sutton's murderer?

In conlusion I think that is a good thing that Emma start discarding Sutton's possible murderers, that way she can get to the real one easily. Emma had all this questions because she didn't know were her friends were that day and we still need to find out were Charlotte was that night but Emma is sure she is not Sutton's killer. I think that the killer is the person we don't imagine at all. In the next chapters Emma will still be investigating this murder and we will finally find out who is the murderer. 

Truth, truth, truth

Emma thought on a great idea, why not steal something so she could get caught and go to the police stattion and take a look at her police reports to see what exactly Sutton has done over the years. Emma found that Sutton did something really bad that the "Twitter twins" didn't like so they had this "thing" on Sutton and Emma though they could be the murderers. Later on Emma start discarding possible murders starting by her best friends and later realizing that neither did her sister. Every time she gets closser to finding Sutton's murderer by realizing a lot of people were together that night, she just needs to take a closser look to everything.

"Laurel was so close Emma could smell her lemony shampoo. Her shoulders were square and strong. Her broad hands curled at her sides. All at once Emma was transported back to the awful night in Charlotte's house when someone had grabbed her from behind and nearly killed her."(99)

One night Emma thought that Sutton's murderer had tried to kill her and she freaked out. Later on when she was close to Laurel she felt the same as that night amd for a moment she thought Laurel was Sutton's murderer. Later on she realized that Laurel was at Nisha's house the night Sutton died.

"A final team shot was pinned in the corner of the bulletin board, overlapping other photos as if it had been hastily stuck there."

When Emma saw this picture she realized that none of her big suspects were Sutton's killer. She kind of felt relieve when she saw that Laurel was in that picture. But the big question stepped in, who was Sutton's murderer?

In conlusion I think that is a good thing that Emma start discarding Sutton's possible murderers, that way she can get to the real one easily. Emma had all this questions because she didn't know were her friends were that day and we still need to find out were Charlotte was that night but Emma is sure she is not Sutton's killer. I think that the killer is the person we don't imagine at all. In the next chapters Emma will still be investigating this murder and we will finally find out who is the murderer.